My Perfect Guy

I wish I could just combine a part of every boy I've been with to create the perfect guy. Even though I'm not with anyone anymore and for good reason, they all had a good quality or 2 that I enjoyed other wise I wouldn't have been with them at all.

I wish I could take the manners and gentlemanly tendencies from one boyfriend. I wish I could take the excitement and adventure from another. I would take the good balance of coupledom and independence from one, the fantastic kissing skills from someone, the master oral skills from one, the eagerness from one, the willingness to take charge and take care of me from one, the tattoos and piercing from some, the insatiable cant keep my hands off him feeling I've had, arm muscles from one (I am a huge sucker for nice arms- they are by far my favorite body part on a guy, well next to the penis lol), the new places I was shown and exhilaration from one.

Now if only I could find a guy with at least a good chunk of those qualities/feelings that didn't also have the douchebag trait, I'd be in heaven. It's not even so much about looks as opposed to the feeling I get when I'm with a person. Obviously I need to be somewhat physically attracted to him otherwise I probably won't get a lady boner for them and then they might as well just be a buddy if anything.

Also, I don't want those traits to flip flop later, I don't want a front and then suddenly after a few months, he turns into a pansy pants and I end up being the man in the relationship. I've done that a couple times and it just gets annoying and doesn't work.